My son

B's Camera Art PL

My little boy is quite taken with photography this year. Sometimes he takes his photos and turns them into abstract art.

I know, I know. It’s been a long time since my last update on our PANDAS journey. Honestly, I just couldn’t share until I was sure…. but now I’ve decided that may be too long a wait.

We did the IVIG (click here if you don’t know what I’m talking about) in January and then just let it ride. We had some epic tantrums-we were warned the IVIG could cause an increase in PANDAS behaviors before the turn around-the tantrums were about one a week the first 4 weeks. EPIC! As in, what was I thinking taking this child out in public? Can we get out of here before someone thinks I’m kidnapping him and we get arrested?

The 3rd and 4th week we went on a vacation I had planned last fall when things were rapidly improving. I was a bit nervous as that is the period when things can get a little crazy (all the symptoms flare up) post-IVIG. But other than 2 big tantrums and our usual low-level hard to tolerate PANDAS (think difficult behavior much of the time-back talk, whining, etc), we saw a lot of improvement. B was willing to stay with my mom one day while I ran to the store to get his antibiotic refill-first parental separation in about 2 months! And he played and played with cousins and kids he had just met. When the PANDAS is bad he is usually in more of a clingy, ‘I wish I could play’ kind of place.

B Bday PL

After we returned to Maryland, the big improvements continued. With B making friends at a museum and playing with kids pretty much everywhere we went for a week. He also started talking to adults again! Yay! He’s talking to strangers. It’s a weird place in my head.

And then the crash!!!! This is what is so hard about PANDAS. It feels like every time I get my hopes up and start to think, “yes, this is it, he is coming all the way back this time” things takes a reversal and he starts to decline again. And let me tell you, that gets harder every…. single….  time.

We’re not sure why his symptoms started to get worse. I could see a noticeable decline in his handwriting, and the anxiety and the acting out was increasing rapidly. We did have some colds go through the house. This can increase PANDAS symptoms (even if the PANDAS child doesn’t seem ill) as it gets their immune system more active. Remember, our real problem here is antibodies attempting to do their job but attacking healthy brain cells instead. B was also in need of some major dental work. He had 6-7 cavities and multiple dentists told us they thought he would need root canals and maybe some teeth pulled. Ugh… .are you kidding me??? He’s 8 and already been through hell! We think the syrupy liquids of the constant antibiotics has caused a lot of trouble. But again it’s part of the guessing game. The other question was, ‘is the inflammation under these teeth causing a larger immune response and increasing his symptoms?’ Due to his level of anxiety and the amount of work we scheduled total IV sedation.

Dental Surgery Recovery B 2016 PL

Recovery from dental surgery a couple weeks ago

So… last weekend, things started looking up again. On Tuesday we did the dental surgery and it went well. This Saturday, we had a symptom free day. I’m not sure we’ve had one of those all year! So, once again we are waiting and hoping and terrified about being optimistic.

Easter 2016 PL

Happy Easter!

I’m trying to get back to blogging and will continue to share our PANDAS story. Thank you for the continued love and support. Much love from all us.
~Ali, Chris, B, & C

Sometimes, it’s the little things

anthro knobs kids dresser PL

Knobs from Anthropologie sale room

So, after Eliza finished up her waxing, I had a couple more suggestions for her.

Wood finish looks great…. except for that one scratch? If you have nicks and scratches, you can get a wood marker at the hardware store in a pretty close match and just color in the scratch-usually they are sold in the main colors such as walnut, oak, or cherry. Just get a decent pick of the color on your cell phone if you don’t know the wood and you should be able to match the color on the package at the store.

Rejuvenate Wood Furniture and Floor Repair Markers

Style of the piece still looking a little more staid the you hoped? Try a hardware change-you can get new knobs and pulls just about anywhere these days, I’ve even seen them at TJ Maxx! My go-to favorite place for hardware is the Anthropologie sale section. And my favorite thing about Anthropologie-they have a ridiculous return policy. So if you find you didn’t use them but left them laying in the drawer for a year…. it’s okay, just make sure the receipt goes in the drawer, too.

Anthro Knobs PL

I went a little crazy with knobs on this one… the kids love it! These are also from Anthropologie

And don’t be afraid to mix and match-you love the expensive knobs but they are too expensive? Can you put one on the center drawer and match the rest with something cheaper? I found the cute animal knobs below on sale at Pottery Barn Kids but that was all they had (and all that I needed, really)-the pulls came from Home Depot.

Finished Dresser

Happy Spring!


*Disclosure: All opinions are my own and sadly I have no affiliation with Anthropologie or Home Depot. 

As easy as DIY!

So, my friend Eliza, went to work and has already turned around her vintage desks! You can click here to see my suggestions on how to get started.









She was so excited to learn how easy this was that she tackled a vintage buffet in her home, too!  They look gorgeous-I think the wood was reaaaaalllly thirsty!





 Now she’s working on the details. More tips coming later this week!

Happy Spring Cleaning


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